Savage Marriage
Your husband
The beast’s
A tyrant
He had you beat
With violence
And you
Endured it
You could have
Shrieked
And cried
And called
The police
To come
With bleeps
And sirens
But you
In weakness
Decided
To keep
Your silence
There were
Memories
Of sweeter times
But over
The years
Due to how
You’ve been
Treated
You’ve begun
To recede inside
This star has
Lost its energy
It used to
Give off heat
It used to be
So vibrant
Mental illness
Creeped
Up on you
You were caught
In its throes
A hell in itself
And so hot
Is its coals
You tortured
Sick soul
Victim of abuse
That’s domestic
It’ll be prison
If you
Can get him
Accused
And arrested
Come down
With the full
Weight
Of the law
On his
Whole heart
To break it
Into particles
Like food
Consumed
And digested
He had a fuse
Which blew
And caused him
To spew
Coarse expletives
You never knew
Or expected
That the man
To whom
You said, “I do”
Would turn into
Such a brute
So aggressive
It’s no wonder
You suffer
From the blues
And depression
One day
He bashed
You over
The head
With a stool
In response
To some advice
You gave
He said
You shouldn’t
Correct him
You were willing
To forgive
His crimes
And thought
You could change
His heart
By sewing a seed
Of kindness
Soon enough
You told him
“Um, we need
Some time apart
So I can find
My identity
You stole
My innocence
Peace of mind
And serenity
I can stand
No longer
Your deceit
My integrity
Is important
For me to live
A decent life
Of longevity”
His response
Was indeed
Surprising
You thought
He’d get angry
But his face
Turned
Anxiously pale
As a ghost
As a sheet
That’s white
He kneeled
And sighed
“Don’t leave me, wife
You’re my everything’’
“You know
I’ve got your name
Candice, inscribed
On my wedding ring”
Stood up
And went
To the curtains
Opened them up
To reveal the light
All the brightness
To let it in
But though
The darkness
Disappeared
The vibe
Was unsettling
Turning
Towards you
He gave
A thumbs-up
Bared his teeth
To smile
A Hollywood smile
Not even Marilyn’s
Most gleaming
Diamonds
Was as resonant
He took a step
In your direction
Closing the gap
That was
Metres wide
And without
Hesitance
Grabbed you
By the throat
And barked
“You really are
A gullible geek
I lied!
You said
You need some time?
Well, you think
I can let you go?
No!
I own you
Till the day
That you cease
To breathe
And die
So, guess what?
I said,
Guess what?”
‘What?’
“You’re not
Going anywhere
Candice
You’re mine!”