Freestyle

(Jay-Z - ‘Change Clothes’)

Feeling high

Like skyscraper roofs

Shine, like lightsabers do

To feel the vibes..

I need to be

In the right state and mood

So to relax, I have wine

Chased with Goose

All I need to write

Is white paper

Fiction and reality

I might lie,

And I might say the truth

Fantasy and fact

I think for now

My sanity’s intact

But If I take a hit,

Of cannabis, I’ll snap

Relapse

And be back to hospital

Damn, I’m feeling myself

I’m gassed, like fossil fuel

Attack the obstacles!

They say

If you can conceive it

Well whatever that is

It’s actually possible

I’ll break what matters

Down to molecules

Energy condensed

Still tryna figure out

The difference...

Between enemies

And friends

Whatever isn’t meant

To be will end

Haunted, imprisoned

By memories, events

The cycle continues

Penitentiary again

Xanax,

Need a sense of peace

But I can’t be sedentary

Feeling tentative

And tense

And emotional, a quality

Not easily

Detectable in men

Cause they tend

To be solid

The rock upon which

The feminine depends

But it goes both ways

WHY?

Cause even

Trump,

The president, needs Pence